I am a believer in venting and ranting. Bottled up emotions are an ugly thing and eventually they will bust the cap or break the bottle leaving you with no control of the matter. Therefore to keep that from happening I'm blogging my frustration and will take any advice, criticism (positive or negative), opinions and so on from anyone who cares to leave them.
95% of my rants will be regarding my family and the dynamics between us.
That said, i do know how blessed i am to have my immediate family in relatively good health and as my backbone through everything and i do mean everything. BUT, with that devotion and infinite love comes the hate and drama that needs to be released somehow and i love them too much to unleash it on them. So, I am joining the blogging world to get these awful thoughts out of my head and to prevent myself from putting said thoughts into words to the people it would hurt most- at which point those thoughts/actions wouldn't disappear with a simple click of the mouse.
*NOTE- i do not complain about my issues regarding my family to friends or other family members because i do not wish to skew their own opinions and more importantly, while i can curse my family and talk shit on them, i will not tolerate it from anyone else [our friends or family]. Funny how that goes huh? This is why blogging is a lifesaver, i can keep my family protected and anonymous (man i know i butchered that spelling) while still getting other opinions/criticism or someones similar experiences (from you guys, virtual strangers- since you don't know them I don't care if you chop them to pieces). It is the best of both worlds.
